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I met bunny in mongkok. its a moment of my crisis period.(we later talk about this…) she lives in a DVD, 100/7pcs DVD.

she is w/ monique at that moment sitting on a sofa doing some casual interview done by the cameraman/director. she is talented and down to earth when she is in performaning……i beg her are far more intellectual when she is behind screen, same as the feeling i had about NOTORIOUS MSG. They both give me the feeling that they are just wont be what i had seen on thier performance..but they both telling me what is respect-n-do-what-u-had-to-do when u treat ur job is not just a job, but a careeer. see other’s +ve feeling about bunny

***To having passion and keeping on having the passion that needed for ur career/relationship/attachment is way so important….. else i dont see we have any meaning on this planet..

choose a person that u love is not enough…. maybe love is already the full word that talk about ***.

i think she respected her career so much ….. that i also found that not really that much article talks about actor/actress of this field….pics of them are all i can find in google. so i felt i have a respondsibility to do the above.

and not really that much ppl bears the attitude like bunny and the MSGs. it s the reason why those never can win the game,,,including me.

i suppose this blog is a what-ever-mood-style-topic blog….. so for those who felt disgrace or excited. i am/not sorry to tickle your feeling ripples… its your choice to be triggered or not…..

blog is such a  weird place is that even u know those who see your blog might also be those who already know u but not knowing u deep, then u will type more than u usually exposed…. but anyway to have chance to pick some wayout of urself is so important.. i hope u all can find those lovely wayouts/ins. without those we are plain flesh.

and i dont really want to blame myself…….i want to stop those blaming in my head..

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morning 6am pack the bag

get my gear and then

goto california

aim to and suceessfully lose 257 calories with a hot water bath..

new discovery is the streching machine…..
8 pose with a human + the machine.
all muscle get relaxed

now in office n minutes later my stomach will be fill with egg ham noodle
lemon tea less sugar is a MUST

and body later within hour will be fueled with calories again

and will go in california to lose it again…..

A WAYOUT. typical treatment.

BUNNY LUV is not yet ready…. she is not hungry

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i will talk more on bunny luv later… pls study her interview first

meanwhile ….. u can help to kill the lust.total() in the entire planet….

again…

“WHY!>/

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Talking with you, I’ve been falling into my own sky.
Sleeping with you, like there is no one inside.

I wanna ask, do u feel fine?
Have u been found? Have u found?

// Cmaj7 Dmaj7 *4

I’m falling from the ground while u just sit and watch me drown.
And there is no one can computing all my love
I’m losing all the touches while u just sit and watch me drown
Till the day, until I re-climb.

// Cmaj7 Dmaj7 *4

I still believe that I could be your star a~ha~hu
U tell me when I should shine

// G F# F Cmaj7 G F# F F

U tell me when I ~ Gotta look at you
U told me when I~~ gotta look in the sky
U told me when I~~ gotta look in the sky
U told me when I~~ gotta look in the sky

// Cmaj7 Dmaj7 *4

// solo //

…….when i should shine……..

// i wrote this one for three/four years already
recently try to fill the lyrics space up with real-decent-vocab

but well i am not decent anyway….

it s telling u when i should shine .. cause i am so lost about my act…..
when i can sad / happy / glad / upset / frustrate

and no matter in what case…..still want to /try to believe in myself that i could be the brightest one in u and vice versa

being in another lifeform’s world , having a label/id and then still live in confident..
be strong
be bright
be cheerful

talk so easy act so hard..

i know the feeling.

can i help? i wonder? in a same way? can u help?
who can help?
third party plugin?

not really tailor-made to cut=stomize the existing setting/?

the room i live now… sudden have a noise….while there should be no other life form exist..

believe in god…. then ..

GOD can u guide me… to be a better self that i can make u more more happier and fuller?

and also?? can u make me fuller/? or can u empty me a bit??

i might be too full n i might be too empty.

life is a mix no extremes
then where is the standard

i am literally puberty.

feed milk pls.

// dim light //

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hey ! mr. butterfly
do u feel fine what’s in your mind
u got the wings and u fly up high

hey! mr.buddha-mind
do u feel calm ,or just re-incarn!
finish the business u left behind.

–what u would say, why would everybody take.

hey ! mr. butterfly do u feel fine what’s in your mind
u got the wings and u fly up high

–goes in a way . A promise should never fade away

ship fakes
somebody else should take
find mind
everybody know everybody know how

hey! mr. fool-ur-mind
don’t u know why u cannot cry?
cause your tears are make of mine

hey! golden-master-mind
travel your mind within ur time
the hidden-mystery-lime i’ll find

–what u would say, why would everybody take.

ship fakes
somebody else should take
find mind
everybody know everybody know how

-solo-

mr. butterfly

mr.buddha-mind

mr. fool-ur-mind

golden-master-mind

–what u would say, why would everybody take.

// asking your self a question
then will only leads u to another question
keeping on questioning urself!? then u start lose your direction
what?when?how?where?who?

so simply yet so hard and so naive

golden master mind know all the answer

and for sure there is always someone who dont question

some hide and escape and some simply live fine…some even reincarn to another person daily, weekly, annually

the coolest fact and yet cruel fact is that i can’t simply sing
“what the hell i am doing here? i don’t belong here” ~ creep, Radiohead

right….??? we all exist and so truely exist….

and today’s hot question is:
how to make a stable living finiancially without the heavy worry i am having.
how to make yourself emotionally stable so u wont hurt somebody
how to record the track u really wish to present in the final take of ur song
why it sounds so bad when u pick your heart-liver and start to hit your first chord
why can things be easier.
why i cant choose ? do i have so many so many choices that i can’t choose
why i will have a nightmare this morning before i wake .. n its bloody haunting me the whole day

why i answer/explain to u via blog but cant tell it face to face.
why i so tired.and so unfocus today.

i am best in questioning and analysing but never answering.

// chorus //
ship fakes
somebody else should take
find mind
everybody know everybody know how
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